The most frustrating part about delivering mail is that, while delivering mail, I can’t do anything else. Not safely anyway. I’m either driving or walking. Neither of those activities can be paired with writing or sketching. At my previous jobs I had some time when I could make notes or do a quick drawing for a project that I would work on when I got home. Not this job. My brain still insists on giving me ideas. I try to appease it by texting myself very simple notes and that helps a little but then I’ve got all these ideas stacked up and no “extra” time to work on them.
I’ve started listening to youtubes on my phone. Some of them are podcasts, some of them are youtubes that have minimal images and so can be listened to without losing much. (I’m not sure what the definition of a podcast is – I think of it as an audio stream, no pictures.) I don’t use any earphones or earbuds. Number one, we’re not supposed to. Number two, I’m exactly the sort of person who shouldn’t block out too much of the world while driving. I’m not dangerous but I am likely to miss a delivery if I’m too caught up in something. So I turn my speaker up loud when I’m at a cluster box unit or when I’m delivering to a line of mailboxes. I pause the feed when I have to drive any distance (mail trucks are noisy) or I need to deliver a parcel to someone’s porch.
At home I will watch youtubes on comics, movies, sociology, horror fiction and some politics. Since most of those are better when I can watch them I’ve had to look for other channels at work. Right now I’ve got a mix of true crime, historical tragedies, weird disappearances and creepypastas getting served to me. Most episodes are between 20 and 40 minutes. Sometimes I get creeped out. Sometimes I get surprised. A lot of time I am reminded that humans are fragile beings who aren’t as smart as they think they are.
The main channels I’ve been listening to are:
Whispered Diaries (short creepypastas)
Mr. Creeps Encounters (longer creepypastas)
Kyle Hates Hiking (true stories of bad things happening in the wilderness)
Heart Starts Pounding (true crime, disappearances, urban myths)
Scary Interesting (wide variety of true stories of mostly awful events)
Having other people’s stories to listen to has meant that my brain is serving me less random ideas. It’s also meant that I get off work feeling a bit like I’ve slept through my shift, sort of like I’ve been dreaming.
As far as art projects go – I’ve been working on Daughter of Spiders and formatting zines. I don’t have anything I can show for Daughter but here are some zine covers –
If you’re in Seattle next Sunday, come see us at the Fremont Sunday Market. Otherwise, I will see you next Monday morning.
Cheers!




























